Why do I have to feel like crapp during and after my mother's visits? Digging trenches would be easier and less tiring that those visits. I'm 5 feet 1 inch tall, I weight around 110 punds and I know I have a little bit too much fat on hips and butt. But my mother says that I'm overweight. On the other side everyone else than my mother and my sister says that I look good and healthy. According to the statistics it's me who should be strongly influenced by colour magazines about fashion and with photos of skeleton models. I'm noy going to force myself to loose weight, cause I know it can be dangerous. When I started studying at the university, I lost 10 pounds (around one tenth of my body weight at that time) and I felt bad. I had problems with heart when I was using stairs to get to my apartament on the second floor (ground floor, first floor, second floor) and I had strong twitches of muscles in my calves. So I don't believe in any restrictive diet. More important is keeping stable weight, not constant dieting.
On Thursday I finally met with Mark. Last time we met at the beginning of December after my Master degree thesis exam and just before his 25th birthday. We had a kind of Valentine's meeting. We didn't do that yesterday cause Mark had to be available on weekend. Daughter of his parents' friends supposed to give a birth to her child (but not his) a week ago, but it didn't happen. And her mother has broken leg, sister is in Katowice, brother in Ireland and rest of family is at work. So Mark is only person with driving licence that has a lot of free time. I was so happy and my mother had to destroy that. When I got back to my apartament I sent Mark sms: I had a great time. See you soon. I want to kiss you in more serious way........
Weather in Cracow is very very snowy.
My Location: Cracow
My Mood: crappy